I start with the best of intentions and I never quite manage to succeed. I need to devote more time in my life to things like my weblog but there’s always something getting in the way.
I need to devote time to finding a new job. The one I’ve got is nice, but it’s been nearly six and a half years and I’m still part-time, and I’m getting a sense that I’m not as important to the company as I would want to be at this point. This is not a good place to be.
Not to mention there’s a lot of personal issues that keep getting in my way. Most everybody reading this knows about the bipolar. I also live with my folks and that is…well, for a diplomatic word, challenging would seem to fit the bill.
So I’m trying to inspire myself to move. But…I’m still around. Sticking my head up for a moment to breathe.
Trying to figure out what to do with myself.
It’s a rough life.