Welcome to social deviance! The place where you end up when you realize that you donâ€™t quite fit in. Social deviants serve several important functions, but mostly we serve as a horrible warning, â€œSee what happens if you arenâ€™t a good girl lil susie? You end up like that woman down the street who paints obscene things and lets weeds grow all over the yard!â€
You sound like youâ€™re in a tricky, unhappy place, where things are changing a bit too fast, for that Iâ€™m sorry. No advice or anything, just pull a chair up to the freak table, grab a pint and realize you arenâ€™t alone.
I stumbled across this as I was trawling through my Google Reader looking for something to read, since my brain has decided that writing isn’t going to happen tonight. (That, and I’m without my computer.) And I read the post, which is about why God would bother condemning somebody to hell, and it wasn’t bad, but the gem was here in the comment section.
So I pass it along with no further commentary.